Goodnight, My Love
November 22, 2022
Tuck yourself in to sleep
You’ve endured too many tears.
Go home, don’t flee
You’ve suffered too many years.
I ask for comfort, I ask for faith
And I stand ever so smitten by your beauty ornate.
I’d hate to suffer, I’d hate to cry
But I’ll miss you, my love, my evergreen tide.
Call me with your scent
And stay ever effervescent,
For you have been my solace
Even in my deep reverie
I found excellence in loving you for the rest of your life
And although you won't be with me for the rest of mine,
It is better then
Than never loving you at all
Goodnight, my love
For you have been tired since the days began
Sleep tight, my dove
For you will be loved even in your time beyond
Slow Wither With Questions
Jan 17, 2023
I slowly wither with the revolving globe,
Time passing by without a thought.
I navigate my future blindly.
When will I know when I’ve found peace?
Petals keep falling on my head
It whispers threats and suggestions
It slowly wins me to the edge
Is this the end?
I slowly wither with flowers,
Falling piece by piece into a pile.
Flowers bloom, and become beautiful again.
Will I bloom and be beautiful too, someday?
I day dream to pass time
Staring at a tank
Would the fishes care if one is removed from the sea?
I slowly wither
I slowly die
Will I go
Without saying goodbye?
Inevitability
Sept 19, 2023
Flowers bloom as I lay with you
The beauty of life growing in spite of us
My tears water the soil anew
As my fingers thrum on the earth’s crust
I grieve for something inevitable
And weep for you
whom the dark angel will consume
I cry my tears and look for trouble
In hopes of joining you in the soft soil
Time and time again
Dec 16, 2022
Time and time again
You leave
And time and time again
I forgive because of how you feel
You’ve broken promises
And given an empty word of mouth
But I still give you my word of love
No matter how seldom you call
We’re bound to love,
We’re bound to hurt
But how can I ever avoid heartbreak
When I forgive you time and time again?
What’s to expect
And what’s to not expect?
Should I expect the unexpected
And hope for the best?
Or should I kill myself
Trying to know what to expect?
Time and time again
You leave me
And time and time again
I mend the broken pieces of my heart
The joy of being loved
Feb 24, 2023
She closed her eyes in joy of being loved
Sitting in the serenity of final serendipity
The chance of being happy is high
But true joy and love comes little to none
The sun sets across the horizon
And her heart pursues for the best moment
For her mind wonders
Whenever did her body feel so at peace?
She’ll always doubt golden moments
For all she’s ever felt was war
Where hearts got severed
And mind forever burnt
Her doubt dissipates
And her heart calms
As her mind quiets
And her body numbs
They close their eyes
With peace forever more
Serenity ever filled with euphoria
Basking in the joy of being loved
Comments